Monday, June 20, 2011

2 pink lines.....

That should say it all. Those 2 pink lines mean CB is gonna be a BIG BROTHER!!! Can't believe it, can't wait, scared to death at how crazy our lives already are, throw in a newborn and all the uncertainty that comes with being pregnant.

I'm due March 2nd 2012!!! My baby brothers birthday.

<3<3<3

Tuesday, June 7, 2011

Working....

I dunno what I wanna do as far as work goes anymore. Things blew up last week and I just don't know if I wanna go back. I truly feel like the director was putting CB at risk, full risk. By putting a teacher with a personal issue against me in his classroom.

Today I don't know whether I have a job or not. I haven't been to work in almost a week. I have no desire to go back currently. I might even be looking to start my own at home bakery. I think that would be lovely. But right now, I'm just doing what I'm doing. Spending time with CB. Enjoying a nice little bit of summer.

Love spending time with CB though. Any extra time I get with him is good enough for me. =)

Wednesday, June 1, 2011

Down home kinda girl

Thats me, I'm just a down home country girl at heart.

My whole life I spent a lot of time convincing myself I was a "city girl" at heart. That I didn't belong in the country, that dirt was icky, and farming was to hard of work. Now that I live in the city, with Mr. C and CB and a billion dogs.  When ever we go back down to my parents home, it just takes me back to 4-wheeling, riding on the tractor and getting a little dirty. This weekend, CB and I drove my grandparents tractor while clearing out brush. CB wore overalls and cow boy boots.

My mom and I went shopping monday, and I found some really cute cut offs and a dress thats simply to cute for words. Now I just need some cow boy boots and I'll feel right at home again.

Part of me wishes, so hard, that Mr. C could find a job closer to my parents, we could buy a small farm, and CB and I could drive tractor and he could 4-wheel or do motor cross like my brother.

But thats not reality. Nope. Mr. C will never be able to find a job down in the country, he is in to specialized of a field.

Gotta love the weekends though.